a crying mother

Hai, some sort like .....crying. And in fact, i cried a lot for the pass two days.
turns to be very weak. I always tell my kids to be strong, and yet i just cant hold myself. I share my feeling w my son. we talked the whole night. like very close friend. I ever talked whole night with my daughter too.not only kids, sometimes, adult can be worst then a kids. as a mother, i need to bend to the needs of my kids. I have done everything for them ,hope that they understand that i love them as much as pacific ocean.(the biggest) Sometimes,not because of the generation gap, just because we are not willing to open up our heart. A crying mother asking for help. may be, the best mentors are -----------our beloved kids!